~~**SHOLIQUE PRESENTS JAGGED EDGE**~~
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Once again it's on...
I have been out of commission for a minute, but that is due to a faulty computer that I have been trying to get fixed, but to no avail...
Dude, I'm getting a Dell...
Yeah, I had to break down and get a new computer so that I can continue letting my voice be heard in the world...
As of late I have been experiencing some marital problems, familial problems, and a few of those bolts came undone in my thinking mechanism... I am fine now... I just needed to step back and BREATHE a minute. In a few more keystrokes I can sum it all up to you...
You see, I have been feeling enclosed in my own body... Now that can be explained in more detail, but that statement is the summation of what my real problem is.
For a long time (6 years to be exact), I have blamed others for my shortcommings, problems, and downfalls... I have only ME to blame for MY LIFE . And I recognize this now...
Today I have come full circle and have fully reflected upon all of the time I have lived in this life with this patternized way of thinking that others are the cause of my pain and anguish.
The truth is that either I have allowed others to interrupt my flow or have created a world in which I am free of all blame... Either way I am to blame... and NOW... I AM FREE!!!
JE YA"LL!!!!
